Christina Anstead left devastated by her split from Ant Anstead that she is now suffering from anxiety.
Christina Anstead let go of her second husband, Ant Anstead, but the burden doubled even after she already cut the ties from him.
Last week, Christina confirmed that she and Ant ended their two years of marriage. Initially, she already experienced a split from her first husband, Tarek El Moussa.
One week later, she detailed the aftermath of the split through an Instagram post.
The 37-year-old TV personality got real about the failed marriages she went through and how the most recent one triggered anxiety in her life.
She began the post by reintroducing herself and telling everyone that she never thought about appearing on TV. But at a very young age, she became fond of viewing model homes.
“I never thought I would have one divorce let alone two,” she wrote. “I never thought I would have 2 baby daddies – but sometimes life throws us curve balls.”
The HGTV star wrote that although she had those downfalls, she sees them as opportunities that will let her grow.
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For those of you who don’t know me (or think you know me) let me reintroduce myself. I hate crowds, I love traveling, all things spiritual, the ocean and deep one on one conversations. I never thought about being on tv. I wanted to be a sports agent like Jerry Maguire. But I always loved looking at houses with my parents especially model homes and I always wanted to be my own boss… So in college when I was called (intuitively) to get my real estate license at a local community college I followed my intuition. I got started in real estate at 21 which led to selling houses which led to flipping houses which led to Tv. Now while I never wanted to be on tv, stepping out of my comfort zone and into the unknown has always been my thing. I live in a state of anxiousness and I’m so used to it that when it’s not there I tend to feel a void and hop into something that causes the feeling I’m used to. This can be good and bad. And it’s one of the things I’m working on breaking the pattern of. Sometimes anxiety and pursuit of new dreams leads me down amazing paths, other times it leaves me feeling lost and in a state of fight or flight / or crying in my closet. Tv changed my life and I am grateful for the life it’s provided, the experiences, the friends I’ve made along the way. Sometimes our calling is bigger than our plans. I never thought I would have one divorce let alone two. I never thought I would have 2 baby daddies – but sometimes life throws us curve balls. Instead of getting stuck in these “setbacks” I choose to look at these challenges as opportunities to grow. So while some may judge me and throw around rumors about me, most of you support me. And that says a lot about this world and where we are headed. I’m messy, I’m real and I’m working on healing. I’m surrounded by extremely powerful women who help me cope, build me up and push me to be better. If you’ve DM me or text me – I haven’t written back because I’m taking time to clear the “noise” and focus on myself and the kids. I appreciate the support and I hope my story inspires you to not be so hard on yourself for the decisions / choices you’ve made. We are all a work in progress. ✨♥️
Christina Anstead Now Healing
Despite having a messy mind, she said that she is currently working on healing. With those extremely powerful women who support her, Christina feels like she will soon build herself up again.
To end her post, she left a message to her followers, telling them that she hoped she inspired them all. She also wished they got encouraged to “not be so hard on themselves for the decisions/choices they have made.”
Currently, she shares two children with El Moussa — Taylor (9) and Brayden (5). Meanwhile, Ant has Amelie (16) and Archie (14) from his first marriage with Louise Herbert.
Meanwhile, Ant and Cristina welcomed their first child together, Hudson London.
Netizens Slammed Christina
Despite staying positive amid the heartbreak she is going through, Christina received criticisms from netizens for being an attention seeker.
One netizen said, “In the original announcement, she wanted privacy. Privacy must mean attention in Hollywood.”
Another one wrote, “Unhappy all the time and complaining about things constantly instead of being grateful for your blessings and making sacrifices for the family and kids leads to this – just stay single and focus on you and your career. That’s what’s obviously the most important thing to you.”
Most people also called her out for using people to get what she wants, calling her a climber.
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